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Fired Up, Ready To Go

It’s been non-stop election coverage around here. I’m going a bit crazy about it.

But I’m going to assume the best about my friends, family and fellow Americans (even those, like me, living in another country) have done or are doing the right thing and voting for Barack Obama. Most of the people I know live in traditionally blue states (NY, IL, CN, MA), so it might not make a huge difference to the vote tallies. But it makes a huge difference to me to be able to say that I voted for change, for correcting our mistakes, for looking to a better future.

I’m fired up for the future. And I’m ready to go.

Thanks

I worked for 16 weeks one year in Columbia, SC, with a great group of folks down at SCANA (including the guy who won $100,000 from America’s Funniest Home Videos for his quadruplets). The best contact I met there was Rick Kirkland, all-around great guy.

Rick had a tradition of calling people up on Thanksgiving to personally thank them if they’d helped him that year. I know because he called me that year, which was as cool as it was unexpected. It’s a great tradition, and since Monday was Thanksgiving here in Canada, and this is the blog age, I’ll continue it (a few days late) here.

I’m grateful for …

  • having a great wife with whom I’m building a good life,
  • a healthy kid who’s funny, fun, inquisitive and cute,
  • great parents who have always shown their love and support,
  • an awesomely cool sister and a great new brother-in-law,
  • fantastic in-laws who always make me feel like a very important part of the family
  • great friends,
  • a solid house in a good neighbourhood in a fantastic city
  • a brilliant job that gets me excited every day
  • the opportunity to live in a strong and free country where we can live out our dreams

… and that’s just to start. I hope you all had a good Thanksgiving and got to spend it with your friends and family.

So … Found The Higgs Yet?

Cross-posted from Scimatic

The Large Hadron Collider at CERN turned on last week to much fanfare. It managed to make Google’s front page image. Fortunately, they avoided this. It’s quite a technical achievement, decades in the making, and the LHC is the "undiscovered country" of experimental particle physics. However, I have mixed feelings about it.

My physics career, short as it was, always concentrated on small experiments. While at Fermilab, I didn’t work on either of the flagship experiments (CDF or DZero), which had about 500 physicists per experiment. My thesis experiment had about 80 people, which was of the scale that if you wanted to, you could learn how all the pieces worked. That’s not possible on the larger experiments — they’re just too big. And it seems that the smaller experiments are being pushed to the side as all of particle physics is consolidated into one single, massive experiment. We’re already at the point where the world can only support one accelerator, LHC, with two primary experiments — ATLAS and CMS. Eventually, all particle physicists will have to work on a single, ginormous experiment and I think something will be lost when that happens.

The science outcomes of the LHC are not in the bag, either. The closest thing to a slam-dunk is finding the Higgs boson, which is the gauge boson responsible for generating mass. The Standard Model predicts a Higgs boson in the range of the mass of the electroweak gauge bosons (the Ws and the Z), and therefore is in the range of the LHC. If the LHC doesn’t find it, we have some serious problems with the Standard Model. That would be really cool, as everything so far lines up perfectly with the Standard Model. A little break from that perfect streak would be nice. Even Stephen Hawking thinks so. The rest of the physics program could be anything. They might find super-symmetrical particles; they might not. Or they might find something else completely.

Should we be doing this? There’s the historical argument that "spin-out" from high energy physics will occur, and the prime example, as offered by an interviewee on CBC’s "Quirks and Quarks", is the electron; that no one before the discovery of the electron would have imagined a world with electronics. So try to imagine what will be possible with all the amazing new science we will discover at the LHC! Problem is: it’s a false analogy. Electrons are stable, and are of an appropriate scale. By which I mean one can build transistors and integrated circuits and the typical wavelength of an electron is not a problem. However, there are no devices equivalent to electronics built out of any of the new particles we’ve discovered in the last 50 years, and I doubt there will be. With the possible exception of Data’s positronic brain. And that’s because those particles aren’t stable.

Barring that, there’s always the discussion of ancillary benefits, like advances in computing and engineering. Problem with that is the spin seems to go the other way. When I was at Fermilab, the computing advances were "spin-in". We’d buy SGI computers second-hand from Hollywood. The beowulf cluster ideas came from NASA. The only spin-out that I saw was that the RF engineers could get better deals working for the cell companies.

Science needs lots of different competing ideas, or at least competing groups trying different ideas. Lee Smolin has highlighted the problem with theoretical particle physicists putting all their eggs in a string theory basket, and the experimentalists should be equally wary. And it’s possible that while they’re spending 10 years to build this thing, the excitement will shift to a different area. Lately it seems like all the cool stuff is dark matter and dark energy coming from astronomy/astrophysics and cosmology, where the budgets are way less than the bajillion dollars it cost to build the LHC. In a way, particle physics has become the Microsoft of science: big, monolithic, slow to change. The detectors even kind of look like a Borg ship.

So why do it? Well, one cynical physicist I knew said that the US funded high energy physics to keep a stable of educated scientists around in case they had to draft them at some point into a weapons program. I’m not sure about that, but it raises some tough questions. We are betting the physics farm on this, and I don’t feel consolidation into a homogenous landscape is right for the field. Maybe we need to get back to the ethic of one great hero of Canadian science: "We don’t have the money, so we have to think," and start really thinking about small and inventive experiments.

Like I said, mixed feelings.

Network Effects

Cross-posted from Scimatic.com

Jen Dodd wrote to the attendees of SciBarCamp 2008 to ask “… what has happened for you because of SciBarCamp. New business contacts or opportunities? New research projects? New artistic collaborations? New directions in your work or education?” Well, for me the impact of SciBarCamp was pretty huge.

At the time of SciBarCamp I was telecommuting as a developer for a company based in Chicago, and I was feeling pretty cut of from technology people in Toronto and the GTA. I read on Reg Braithwaite’s blog that he was attending, and given that Lee Smolin (whom I had seen speak at the University of Chicago) would also be there, I decided to attend.

I did get to talk to both Reg and Lee. Reg and I got a cool introduction to the University of Toronto Solar Car project as they took it out for a spin. But the best part of the weekend was meeting Jamie McQuay. I met Jamie the first night of SciBarCamp in his capacity as “Wal-Mart Greeter” and then throughout the weekend. It was clear that we share similar opinions on science, software and the business of software, and after a few longer meetings over the course of this summer, the end of the story is that I’ve accepted a role here at Scimatic as a partner. I don’t think I would have anticipated that going to SciBarCamp would have had that type of effect on my career or life when I signed up.

So the moral is; Get out there! Here in Toronto there are lots of opportunities:

to name but a few. Who knows what will come of it? Maybe a whole new direction to your life.

How Come I Wasn’t Informed Of This?

Seriously. I’m sitting in the theatre for The Dark Knight (aside: Totally Awesome. Loved it. Wicked. Go see it. Big ups to my friend Matt’s wife who was second assistant accountant on the shoot, and hence associated with something way cooler than I’ve ever done), when the trailer for The Watchmen came on. Within about 6 seconds of Jon Osterman being trapped in his experiment gone wrong, I turned to my wife and was all, “Omigod I can’t believe they made this into a movie!”

Now, it is directed by Zack Synder, he of 300 fame, and Alan Moore has disowned the movie, but still — it looks pretty damn cool.

The Watchmen was the comic series that justified me reading comics (and yes, I have the 12 issue originals, not the graphic novel). To the point where I have the artwork on the wall of my office.

Watchmen on my wall

That and Miracleman and the Dark Knight Returns with a little “Days of Future Past” X-Men thrown in … good times. I don’t collect any more (with the exception of a few of the Buffy books), so I hope this movie can live up to what I remember comics to be about.

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New House

We bought a new house!

Pretty exciting stuff, as it is a detached house in a slightly better area. By that I mean that we are now in the school catchment that we wanted to be in so the kid can go to JK with all his friends from his daycare. Still in the same neighbourhood, so all the same stores and meet-ups at Withrow Park.

I really love the house that we are in. We’ve done about all that we can do with it; new kitchen, bathroom and finished basement. There are some things we can’t change (common party wall and the school catchment), so it was time for us to move. We’ve been here for five years, so that feels about right.

The new place is owned by a couple who are “downsizing” to a condo, which means they haven’t updated their house in a while. We need to paint immediately, and probably revisit the kitchen and bathroom within the first year. But considering it’s the 10-20 year house, we have time to get on it.

Damian Conway Blew My Mind

Two nights ago I attended Damian Conway’s excellent talk: “Temporally Quaquaversal Programming In Multiple Topologically Connected Quantum-Relativistic Parallel Timespaces … Made Easy!” My notes said that he left out the “Virtual Nanomachine” part of the talk title, although he did talk about virtual nanomachines.

The talk was a preview of the keynote session that Damian will be giving at OSCON, and we were lucky enough to see it here in Toronto due to the diligence of Richard Dice, Mike Stok and the Toronto.PM PerlMongers group (with financial help from TorCamp).

I’ve never seen Damian talk, but he lived up to the hype. I don’t want to give too much away, so that if you have the chance to see this talk, you should do so. But it hit on some of my favourite topics: physics, Feynman diagrams, the origin of the “penguin diagram”, anti-particles, and of course, Perl. The end result was a Perl module that can have “positronic” variables that run backwards through your program, analogous to the simplified idea that a positron is an electron running backwards through time (although it isn’t, really). So you declare them at the top of the program, use their results immediately, and then only have to calculate the result at any later point in your program. Kinda like in “Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure”, when they kept saying that they, at some future point in time, would travel from the future back to the past and leave <insert totally useful device here> behind the couch for the present Bill and Ted to use. One recommendation, though; given the crazy verb tenses that Damian had to use to describe the behaviour of his positronic variables, I think he should pick up a copy of Dr Dan Streetmentioner’s “Time Traveller’s Handbook of 1001 Tense Formations” before giving the talk at OSCON.

New Contact Cards

Now that I’ve left my job at OpenMake, I needed new business cards. But really they are more like “contact” cards as I don’t yet have a business.

My wife (and the rest of the blogosphere) is a big fan of Moo Cards. And now they’ve started printing business cards in the standard sizes. So I made up a set.

First I wanted a cool, physics-related image. This picture of an artistically enhanced event from the Big European Bubble Chamber has been around for a while and is quite beautiful. It’s under copyright by CERN itself, but they are very liberal in allowing people to use it. I filled out a web form asking for permission to put it on my contact cards and it was granted in two days.

Here’s my card:

This is the front of my contact cardBack of my contact card

The details are blocked out, not that that will stop anyone from figuring out how to call me.

I Went To Detroit Eatery For a Burger … And All I Got Was The Stanley Cup

So my friend Pat The Lawyer and I went for lunch. I felt like a burger, so I suggested we go to Detroit Eatery on the Danforth. Good burgers and a pretty cool place — school kids at lunch sitting besides regulars and the hipsters, too.

The place is crazy decked out with Red Wings memorabilia, to the point that Kris Draper has brought Lord Stanley’s cup to the place before.

Anyway, we get there, and it is surprisingly packed. We asked for a table, but the waitstaff was a little distracted. As we are lined up, a lawyer acquaintance of Pat’s taps him on the shoulder and says “hi.”

Pat: Man, it’s packed in here.

Other Lawyer: Yeah, didn’t you hear?

Pat: Hear what?

OL: Kris Draper is coming by in 5 minutes with the Stanley Cup.

And damn if he didn’t

Needless to say, we didn’t get a table.

New Day Dawning

Well, I left my job.

I was employed for 6 1/2 years at Catalyst Systems/OpenMake software working on build management tools. I’ve decided that I needed to take some time off and figure out what the next move in my career was going to be, seeing as I’m 36 and I want to make sure that the next 10 years are productive and fruitful.

Not sure what’s going to happen, but I plan to write more here.